Monday always seems to be a trip, as if it gives out this placebo effect & makes us all believe that Mondays are bad days, when sometimes, they're just not as eventful... & that's quite alright. My goodness, what a long sentence. Mondays give me more time to slow down & think, a time that becomes rare in this fast-paced world. Did the usuals: school, home, forage for food, Rachael Ray, emails/blogs, Ellen, procrastinate. Throughout the day, I would find myself in a situation that becomes "blogworthy" & I'll make a mental note of it. Unfortunately, laziness and/or lack of inspiration eventually intermits the fulfillment of that note.
I'm straying from my usual norm tonight (*this morning, considering it's 2am). Forget overanalyzing-- I'm going straight into it.
This is what I've been thinking about.
Real talk.
- Putting all jokes aside about my future husband, I'd really appreciate it if I could end up with someone who loves the arts... meaning, not JUST museums. I've been searching up live shows/musicals for a while & frequently get disappointed when I remind myself that my family isn't interested in "that stuff," nor do I have the funds to see a production. Perhaps that's what I want for Christmas, haha. Tickets to see a show. :) I've never been!
- Going back to Art History, it took decades for styles to completely wear out of a culture. What happened to that? What happened to retaining & embracing culture for years to come? It just seems like we're moving way too quickly (reference to the Greeks!). I mean, I grew up with VHS & cassette tapes. I felt SO cool when I got to use the typewriter; I was a pro! Now, I'm not even 20, & we don't even have a landline anymore; my whole family depends on cell phones. Everyone's caught up into social networking on laptops-- even elementary school kids. (I'm BLOGGING vs. writing in a journal, whaat!) Values are thrown out the window at earlier ages & it just amazes me how people just accept it as change. AND THEN when I try to justify my views, I get shot with the "you're too conservative" lecture. What happened to morality, people?! I'm just being honest.
- Today I complained about Socal's bipolar weather. My best friend then shot me down for it was raining all week in Norcal. Slap in the face. The lesson here: don't hate, appreciate!
- We all blame money for our problems... but when it comes down to it, wasn't it man who corrupted the system in the first place? Humans screwed up, big time. AND how is it that we're in a recession when politicians receive huge salaries & funds to place their faces on stickers and talk smack about other Americans? I love my life & all, but Canada's lookin' quite friendly.
- I suuuper totally talagang dislike it when people joke around about drinking, smoking, or doing drugs. I've been battling with that a LOT lately & I get frustrated talking about it sometimes. Please don't joke around with me when it comes to your well-being. I care about you & I mean what I say.
- Since I was saved by grace at 15 years old, the blessings never stop. Just because I was raised in a Christian home surrounded by a Christian community, it doesn't mean I started out as a Christian. It took me years to realize what it really took. I thought I was a Christian-- I knew all the stories, the verses, the songs. I wasn't. It finally hit me & it changed my life.
Why did you read all of that?
Yeah well, I'm not sure why I wrote so much, but it sure did feel good to get it all out of my system. These are the kinds of things you can't send through a text message, nahmean? See, I would definitely text/tweet something right now like: "It's 2:30am, I'm air-drying my hair, & I'm hungry." Thanks for sticking around.
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