Dang.

Don't you hate it when you want to talk to someone really badly, doesn't matter who, just to have that opportunity to spill out all of your burdens so you wouldn't have to go through it alone?

Don't you hate it even more when you don't even know what those burdens are? ..but you're so affected by them..

I'm being lame. & apathetic. to everyone who wanted to talk to me today. I tried to make conversation, I really did. I guess I just wasn't feeling myself today. Kind of sucks that today would've been a lovely day to be the outgoing Loris that I can be. I'm here to apologize because it'd be too hard to apologize to so many people.

I feel kind of pathetic being addicted to my laptop. & phone. But, I find comfort in knowing I have friends to go to. Where else will I be able to connect to so many people at one time? I barely see anyone anymore. Is this what they mean by missing the college experience? I never want to explain this to my parents whenever they get mad at me because they've caught me online or texting or something. Wouldn't it be weird, trying to explain that I don't feel like being outside of my room because I feel so far away from everyone? (<-- That question in itself is pretty confusing, & I wrote it.)

I don't even know what I'm talking about anymore. This is such a major digression from whatever I was trying to say. I even tried writing a song (-_____- I am somewhat ashamed to admit it, yet I did, anyway.), but it sucked because my mind is so jumbled up.

Must. Get. Thoughts. Together.
Fin.