Yeah, I blog.

Have you ever bought something that you thought was nice, then went home & wondered, "WHAT IN THE WORLD WAS I THINKING?!" -_____- Then you really try liking it & mixing/matching it with other things to make it look slightly more appealing to your eye? This is why I've always been afraid of spending money. I don't buy anything unless I really need it... so you probably shouldn't go shopping with me. (Although, according to Facebook, I'm a wonderful shopping companion. Let's go!)

The economy's insane right now. A couple days ago, my parents reconsidered buying me a new camera (an SLR, too!). It was tempting to say "YES, OF COURSE" but I responded with a "umm, nah, I don't really need it right now..." Ugh. Heartbreak. (Mind you, I've been asking for one since... oh, 9th grade?!)

If I could help my parents a bit financially, I would. Finding a job is tough these days, and it doesn't help that my parents don't even want me to work. There's a lot of uncertainty going on right now-- my family, my future, my friends, myself.

Okay, blah. Other stuff that I don't feel like elaborating on:

_I guess I'm still picking&choosing friends. I reaaally wanna stay friends with some people, but it's disappointing sometimes. Changing for the worse. It hurts even more when I let them know & they brush it off.
_What in the WORLD do I want to do with my life?! I kinda know. But, eh. Second thoughts?!
_Prayer works. Please please please remember that. It's so comforting.
_Maybe I'll go back to that fruit-only snack diet. The fruits that are in season right now are SOOO bomb. :) Go buy fruits!



Anyways. Back to my purchase.
I liked it this morning. We'll see how much I like it tomorrow.