So. Recently, I guess I've been learning alot about God's authority..& I think that's what He's trying to make known to me now. C&C Bible study, devos, school. It's pretty crazy, actually. I feel pretty small in comparison but in His eyes I'm pretty dang important. Freaking cool.
Jesus calms the storm. Mark 4:...35? Not too sure right now, I should look it up. Anyways, His power just amazes me so much- that He can take total control of... pretty much everything, hah. Frick, He's in control of my life & it is one big mess I wouldn't wanna fix. (You wouldn't either, if you knew.) & yet I often find myself questioning Him. His timing. His reasons. But what it all really comes down to is.. how dare we? He really has proven Himself almighty throughout our entire lives and yet we have our spurts of doubt. Makes you feel pretty bad, huh :[ But fortunately, out of His grace & mercy, we're loved and forgiven, though we sin every frickin' day of our lives. It's so humbling, nahmeeean!?
I'm taking a Physical Geography class.. kinda boring at first, but then we finally started learning (woohoo)! Our professor talked about the bajillion galaxies outside of our own, and how small we are in comparison. I guess it hit me right there how AMAZING God really is. What a Creator! Everything is so complex and works out so well. This universe is so vast; my professor straight up told us that we, as individuals, aren't as special and significant as our mothers would like us to be. I guess it's true, to mankind. But dang, to God I'm loved. His child. It's nice knowing that you'll be okay. Jeremiah 29:11 (: I pray that you'll find this true for yourselves as well. (:
I kinda made friends today! Only kinda because we haven't reeeaally talked, but enough to spark a few laughs and interests and such. Pretty tiiight. And I've been trying to find more soulful songs. I love singing those kinds of songs. I miss performing.
You write very well.
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