Rantitty rant rant.

Okay, before I start ranting my heart out, I wanted to say a special shoutout.

SOOOOO I've finally decided to sign in today & write that post that I promised because foreal I've just been on my blog to see who's updated on my blog list & yadayada. THEEEEN I was like, what the heeeezy, I have one follower?! WHO COULD THIS BE. & well well.

RENABETTE SAN ANTONIO.

I absolutely adore this girl. You are fantastic.
Love, your #1. Favorite. & MAID OF HONOR HAHAHA yayyyy.
Dedication, FSHO.

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Okay, now my rant :[

You don't have to read all this. This is just so I can recall the amount of pwnage I experienced. -___-

1.) Homelessness.
I guess lately I've been really out of it. (This was before the terrible, TERRIBLE addiction to blogtv.) For the few that know, I don't really feel at home... in my own home. It's pretty sad, but sometimes that's just how it is. WHS was the only place I could go to at a regular basis, & it was great there. You know? Everyone knew each other, you really didn't need to impress or anything. Just chill & have fun; if you stay after school, it's cool because there will always be people there. Now that I'm graduated, it's alot harder. College is so impersonal, especially a community college. Sure, I have a couple friends but it's not somewhere I'd wanna go. & stay. Who stays at a community college anyway?! Everyone just leaves after class. It's not very fun. Not to mention that it's so freaking hard to make friends because it seems like everyone already has friends. Loris wants more friends.

Thus, I feel homeless. Where to go, where to go. :[ I don't wanna be stuck on BlogTV.
By the way, I'm gonna get a webcam. Hopefully. Cross yo' fingers.


2.) Mega raincloud day.
Let me tell you about my day. Actually, it was not my day at all. First of all, I had to drive with both parents in the car which was mega weird -_- It was my dad's day off and they were gonna do errands after I get to class. Thaaat... wasn't the bad part of the day. Hah. Okay, so I wore shorts today (but lucky me, I grabbed a jacket before I left) and Soc was chill. The Phat Straw guy didn't talk to me though but he did sit next to me; creeper status. HAHA jk I won't judge. But yeah he's a strange quiet fellow. It's funny how one person can decide to sit in a different seat in the lecture hall & everyone will get thrown off & sit in other places. Soc was over & I decided to head over to Phat Straw instead of It's A Grind to study because I wasn't sure if I had a quiz or not (GG ME.)... but I wasn't even halfway there when it started drizzling. FANTASTIC. As if the day didn't look gloomy enough, right? I arrive at Phat Straw. Order a drink. The drink had a weird aftertaste at first but it was okay. Once, I sat down, I looked outside-- IT WASN'T DRIZZLING ANYMORE. What thee!! Sigh. Joel stopped by to check his schedule so that was cool (: We talked a bit. AAAND I got to talk to the very awesome RANDOLPH PERMEJO (: Hmmm then Joel left & talking to him made me miss the fob crew, so I convince myself that I prooobably didn't have a quiz today & stopped trying to study. This time I figured that it wouldn't drizzle anymore because it didn't drizzle over the time span that I was studying at Phat Straw, but I WAS WRONG. I stepped out, got to the crosswalk-- BAM. RAIN. It came down harder this time. Mega sadness. :[ Fiiiinally I get to the game center place at SAC to meet up with the fobs. Buuuut once I got there, they were leaving. GAAH. So instead I made my way to my very far classroom behind the baseball field & got there 10 minutes early. What do I find out? THERE'S A QUIZ. WOWWW are you kidding me. Oh, & my competition is ahead of me now. Sigh. :\ Suddenly, I get this HORRIBLE horrible feeling of uneasiness and nervousness. You don't understand. I was on the verge of either crying or throwing up. Disgusting. Apparently Jainah felt it too? :\ Luckily, MPT was okay. I asked everyone to see if they were alright. I felt terrible. The fob kiddos were okay too; I went over to chill for a bit. Decided not to drive home-- didn't wanna get into a car accident or anything, nahmean?! Especially with the creepy intuition. I will not take my chances. So the parentals came & I told them about the scary intuition & they were like "whaaaaat" .. then DUDE. FREAKING. We pass by It's A Grind, and THERE ARE FIRETRUCKS AND AN AMBULANCE THERE WOWW. Imagine if I went there instead of Phat Straw. Dang.

There was alot of prayer today. It worked, forsure. So. I guess it was okay in the end? If it hadn't rained, I probably would've gone to It's A Grind & who knows what would've happened there. The supposed bad luck throughout the day turned out to be good luck in the end. Actually. I don't wanna call it luck. God's provision.


....yeah.
Blog. Updated.
Mission. Accomplished.