Update!

Ohhhhh my goodness. I haven't written here in almost a month! So terrible. But! I haaaave been writing DAILY on my Tumblr, so check it if you haven't already. You should get one. I've had one since.. February? & come on, I write daily. Come on. You gotta. (:

Anyhoos! I dunno, I miss writing. & I mean, legit writing. Okay, not that any of the writing I've done on Tumblr wasn't legit, but I mean... giving enough thought into my posts. Kind of?! I don't know how to describe it, but if you write as much as I do, you'll understand. I just miss writing. So here I am, 3:02AM, attempting to explain to everyone (& to myself, I suppose. We'll get through this together) why I've haven't been writing.

Possible (& most obvious) reason #1: Life. Is. Gooooood.
Seriously, though. Praise God! Since my last post, I battled through the last stretch of my first year of college & since then have been thoroughly enjoying my summer vacation. Thoroughly. I've been catching up with so many people at all these events that I've been missing out on because of school. That includes-- IAG sessions, random shows, C&C bible study, & just random lunches/dinners with whoever's been back in town. It's refreshing. Oh, & family time. Definitely more family time.

Possible reason #2: Writer's.. block?
Believe it or not, I'm finding it super hard to type all of this at the moment. I guess I haven't been too inspired to write anything with much meaning (which are always worth reading). I have, however, been going through a lot of old posts (Xanga, Blogspot, Tumblr) & I've realized that my writing style back then was waaay different. Real talk, I miss that. I sounded more mature & sometimes, I couldn't believe that I was the writer behind those words. That's what inspiration does to you. Oh how I miss it. :[

Possible reason #3: Could it be..? Loris has.. a LIFE?!
Yeah yeah, shut up. I've had a life outside of the internet. TRUST, it's always been a busy one. Anyone who personally knows me will agree that I live quite a bombbb life (not to sound arrogant, just a defense mechanism). But life's got a hold of me & perhaps it needs more of my attention right now than the internet world-- which is how it should be.

So with that, I hope you're all living it up right now. Whether it be your summer vacation, or if you're still in school, or even if you're a working adult-- something/someone, someWHERE, needs your attention. Get on that. Especially once you're done reading this. I don't know, I hope you're making something out of your life. Blogging & stuff is good, especially logging in things that you'll hope to remember (I've read so many posts with inside jokes that fly past my head. Bummer), but hey, you got a wonderful life ahead of you. Don't waste it. You're blessed with being alive.

I should listen to my own advice sometimes.

3:20AM. Goodnight, folks.